Disappointments

In the final disappointment
Resulting from your last chance
I take my final bow
Before our last dance

All the picture frames are face down
All of your stuff been boxed and taken out
But in the eyes of the cat I still see your face
So whenever he looks directly at me
I just shoo him away (Cause I can't bare to see...)

It's all been said, and we've concluded
That any thoughts of us together
Were just another one of our mutual delusions
We're not getting anywhere except nowhere
So if this is all we're meant to be (We are masses of nothing)
Consider this my most heartfelt faked apology

Yeah I can see it written all over your face
So let me save you the trouble in this space
I promise from now on I'll be self-sufficient
And my hatred will let me stop eating (I'll be self-sustaining)
I'll have no dependencies on anyone else
So I can concentrate on being disappointed in me

It's all been said, and we've concluded
That any thoughts of us together
Were just another one of our mutual delusions
We're not getting anywhere except nowhere
So if this is all we're meant to be (We are masses of nothing)
Consider this my most heartfelt faked apology

I am a self-sustaining hateful being (Yeah you've created a monster)
Far too lost to be found (The most wayward of sons)
On a path perpetually searching for meaning
So if the next raindrop running down this window
Makes it to the bottom before I finish this thought
Then I'll call you before I finish this song
And let you know its happened again

It's all been said, and we've concluded (I said I'd)
That any thoughts of us together (Promised)
Were just another one of our mutual delusions (I'd keep you out of)
We're not getting anywhere except nowhere (Promised I'd keep you)
So if this is all we're meant to be (Out of)
Consider this my most heartfelt faked apology (My songs)