Reasons Lost

Its one more failure today.

Taking stock of what's been lost as of late, it becomes another case of one more thing that could go wrong -- and did.

I no longer have a reason to go anywhere, do anything, or care what happens to anyone anymore. Myself included.

I could say it all right here in plain text and let you know everything, but they know who they are, and even if they never read this, the meaning will reach them in my lack of answers to their texts and calls.

I don't want to be associated with any of you anymore. I don't want to remember you anymore. I don't want to love you anymore.